Snowed under (and not with snow)

Ugh. Did I say how much I hate university recently? No? Oh, well I hate it so much. It's almost 6:30am and I've just finished that damn essay.

And earlier? I came downstairs and found an email and a text message on my cell phone that I should have asked some questionnaires and that I need to hand the results over to one of my friends tomorrow (actually it's today, now). Bare in mind that this was when I had only done 1000 for my essay, so I still had another 1000 to go, oh and the fact that it was 2am! I swear I almost had a panic attack.

But fortunately I have some wonderful, wonderful 'net buddies who filled some of them out for me. Thanks you guys! You all rock! *hugs*

So now I'll just have to try and get the data typed up as soon as I can when my morning lecture finishes.

*sigh* And there's many more weeks of panicking to look forward to.

Whatever possessed me to become a student!?

Sudden realisations

Okay, so about half an hour ago the last person logged off my buddy list. What did I do after they left? I promptly burst into tears. My house is empty, because all my family are off at school or work. I just... I feel kind of lonely, right now. But in a way, that's kind of good. And this is why:

It's suddenly reminded me of how much I love and value my friends and family and how I miss them when they're not about. Obviously I miss some friends more than I do others, but I miss everyone in some way. Each of my friends are special to me. I'm very glad to have them in my life.

I know they will always come through for me when I'm having a crisis (like today when everyone did those questionnaires. Again, you guys all seriously rock for helping a gal out at such short notice!) and I just really don't know how I can let them know how much I truly care about them. It just sounds a little weird to just say to someone one day 'You know I care about you, right?', because it's not the sort of thing that we do normally. Although we should say it more often. But if you're reading this then you're obviously one of my friends and I want to let you all know that you're all so important to me and I never want to take any of you for granted. So let me know if I do, a'ight?

*hugs*